How can one break up with some one, leave them high and dry and then say “hey just checking on you” as if we were old friends who didn’t share a 2 year relationship together? Sir, worry about why you aren’t moving on.Įxes can’t be friends when one person still has an ounce of love for the other person, those feelings will always trump the friendship part of it. You wouldn’t be so concerned about following me on Instagram, Twitter, Snapchat and even played out Facebook, just to see if I have moved on with a real man. If you cared about me so much you would leave me alone for good, allowing me to forget about you and all the pain you caused me. If you were truly happy with your life and the decision you made you wouldn’t give to fucks about checking up on me. You left me thinking you can find better but within two months you are back in my inbox saying, “Hey, just checking on you!” I don’t feel as if you should text me unless you are asking me to be with you again but even that question may cause for some hesitation. I prayed for me to have strength to get over you so I can allow a new man into my life, one who is up for the challenge. All the hard work and effort I made to get over you and not be stuck on stupid has gone out the door. I can’t be your friend, your home girl because when we were together I was your girlfriend and I played that role very well. I want to honestly tell you how much I love you and miss you in my life but you were just simply…checking on me. I don’t even know how to small talk with you anymore. Hope for nothing because you were just checking on me, it meant nothing to you but it meant a hell of a lot to me. That one text message, those five words, those twenty letters gave me hope. You made me your ex, so do me a favor and treat me like one. In that case I wouldn’t expect you to show up at the hospital, you weren’t that much of a man anyway. I’m pretty sure that if something drastically happens to me, let’s say I ended up in the hospital, word would get around and you would know something happened to me. It’s hard to get over you and accept the fact that we will never be together again when you text me “Hey, just checking on you.” Just go about your business because I was clearly going about mine. Why do you feel the need to check up on me when you’re the one who left me? You texted me saying “Hey, just checking on you!” I was mingling and socializing at the many different clubs Miami has to offer. I was eating healthy, more greens and less sweets. I was hitting the gym consistently, actually I was about to start doing two-a-days. I knew not to check my phone for a “Good Morning Beautiful” text or a “Sleep Tight ladybug” text. Going to sleep peacefully not having a care in the world.
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